Hi everybody,
My dad just left me for Singapore. This mixed feeling inside me make me feel so weird.
After back from sending my dad, I flashed back all the activities that I had with my dad for the past week and in fact, it shows how much my dad loves me and cares for me.
Usually, he is the boss, he decides what to eat, what to do etc etc. These past week, I'm like the king of the world. Back in KL, he drives me around, bring me to eat, buy new clothes for me, take care of me when I'm sick, make sure I eat my medicine, make sure there is enough water for me etc. Ya, he too pat me very often and say he will miss me. Its not just king, its more than king.
In Ipoh, I am like a king too. He drives me around. And bought me alot of things. To him, these are the last few only things that he can give me before leaving me with my new job in Ipoh. All my basic needs from hanger, detergen, pail to even my internet connection is taken care of. And again, he often mentioned how much he would miss me. He is happy with me getting a job here in Ipoh but the feeling of leaving me behind wasn't easy for him too.
To any human being, I feel what a person need most in his/her life is nothing but love. Like what God said in 1 Corinthians 13, if we have such great faith that can move mountains but without love, it is nothing. I feel so loved by my dad that I feel so reluctant to leave him physically. After 5 months of pampering at home, to leave him and also my family of course, wasn't easy.
I believe most people will say, life goes on, and I just gonna do my best to make him proud and I will always remember how much he had done for me to the end of my life.
Sorry for the poor structure of this blog. What I thought, I just type, no recheck and all. All based on feelings.
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it's good to have someone that love and cares for you right? thank God for fathers. :)
ReplyDeleteSorry to remind u bout your late father. But we stil have our father in heaven. :) Yep, one of the greatest thing is having someone that loves and cares for us. :D
ReplyDeleteI feel much better now. Thanks to Kana and Mel which take me off a little at 'tong shui kai'. God bless..
Be strong. :) U'll see them soon in cny~
ReplyDelete* pats back
ReplyDeleteDiane & Erica: Thanks.. You both too be strong :)
ReplyDeleteThis entry brings tears to my eyes. I am so glad u know that dad loves u lots and lots. Sometimes, he seems bossy but he actually just wants what he feels is the best for u. Thank God for parents who love and care.. We, your aunts and grandma care and love u too.. Take care, and hope u will find that work can be a joy too!
ReplyDeletefuhh..gan tung meh..chang meh u..sayang u la. :) call back lo if got time.always don dare sms u cos scared kacau ur work.me going ns in 4 more days liao.haih.going to miss home too. :(
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